Where is my dream?

I like all of the monkey's things very much.......They are my best friends....

I don't like going to there ...but I don't have any choice....
I felt sad...when I stayed there.....
I like to stay at home better than there....for it let me feel warm.....
but now.......>.<

I'm a really boring and cold person....I'd like to change my personality...
for I don't like them......... but ............
I'll try to be a nice person......I hope so...

Anyway..where is my dream?
I can't find them....I should have more postivies.....
I'm a independent child...so I can't let my parent worry about all of my things...
I'm getting used to feeling well before I go back....but I hope I can go back right now...
Oh..no..I'd like to get a lot of good memories here so.....
I should encourage myself..
I have a lot of interesting things that I have never tried them...so I'd like to do all of interesting things....cheer up ~~~Althought I can't do really well, I will try.
I'm super happiness to be here..so I should grasp the opportunity.
A Za A Za Fighting!!!