Presentation

I am not good at presentation..
I am always nervous when I have to do a presentation in front of the class...
Even thought, I have already trained many times before, I am still nervous.
I do not know why I can not do a presentation well..

I hope...

I am tired of everything at the school, so I hope that time goes quickly...
but I don't want to go back........
However, when I go to school every day, I have to prepare a mask for myself....It let me feel that it is not a real life..but I have to do that.
It looks like a funny story....I already paid the money to school but I feel unhappy there everyday.
Anyway, I met lots of good instructs who teach me a lot of English skills and so on, and I met a lot of good friends around the would except some people...so I am really thankful for them.
Thank you for giving wonderful and bad memories for me here.
I won't forget everything that totally happened here.
Even thought, I will go back soon....I will really miss my student life here.

Delicious Chinese food

Last week we went to Chinese restaurant "Happy Valley Restaurant" in Chian town for lunch. There were many people on a line but we didn't wait for a long time. We ordered "Roast Duck","Sour and spicy suop"and "rice".

I have a really warm host family

I am a really luck person for I have a really warm host family that is my second homestay since I came here.
My first homestay taught me a lof of things that I have never known and brought me to many places so I was glad to live there for two months more. Also, I had a great time there with them.
However,I was really sad and nervous when I moved to the second homestay but I thought that I will go back afther the fall course finish so I have a lot of chances to visit them later.
My second homestay are really nice and kind. Also, they really take care of me everyday. My homestay mom always tell me "eat more..eat more, don't be hungry"..and she always asks my opinion about the meal after I eat that she cooks meal for me.
One day she told me "She got a message that they said that would you like to have a company after two weeks from agency" and than she asked me "How about your opinion?" I said "I am ok!" after that, she asked my opinion about the thing many times before the compay came here for she hopes that I feel comfortable in it so I was really surprised for she respected my feeling.
I am really happy to be here with them......It is a sweet and warm home for me.....it let me feel relaxed.enjoyable.safe.thoughtful.....and so on....

I am nervous about myself

I am nervous about myself for I will go back after one month more. I did not work really hard in learning English since I came here. Also my English is not really progress so I don't know what should I do.
My feeling is like the first month that I came here in this course.
If the time can go back ....I will hope that I should have basis of English before I came here.
If If....I want to say a lot of "if" but ..the time can not change for me...
I just keep going.........